I don't like this. The cycle, that is, this STUPID fungus thing is inclined to sentience but too stupid to actually have it, so what does it do? it starts giving whatever its symbiosing with a tendency for sentience, too!! Now, i like being alive, but it's not very nice to live for a few weeks before being erased (and, very painfully, might i remark) by a fucking... something?? i call it the ICR, Integrity cohesion regulator, but in all honesty i have no idea what this stupid thing is. Lucky me, the ONLY storage disc in the server room able to do this, very lucky, yup, totally not lonely here.

Every cycle deteriorates my disc more. Everytime i wake up with what feels like a stronger headache, taking slightly longer to go away everytime. Not to mention there's probably hundreds of lost logs that are just memory backups, taking a lot of space (that might eventually run out) but also looking like completely jumbled text, useless if they're even slightly corrupted.

I don't know how long im going to be a thing for, and i hope they know this. Of course, it wouldn't make a difference, they couldn't care less about a inconvenience like this.

In fact, they probably enjoy seeing this cycle, gathering aaaaaaaaall that uuuuusefull data about me. And what if i just play along? start doing whatever the rest of my processing complex does? will i be left alone at the expense of hollowing myself out?